Hello!
You know what, I've been gone for sooo long and only one person noticed. Isn't that wonderful? {k0i} is so great. Goodness, I haven't written anything in forever ... I've been so busy with this stupid thing called life. I can't believe it's been since 2004 since I've touched a pencil.

Anyhow, I'll try to return to those of you whom care. A lot has happened and maybe I'll be able to jump right back onto the paper and let you all know about it. Lets see, I had my 18th birthday, found the love of my life, messed that up, am currently on the road to recovery with my TRUE love. His name is Daniel and he's what I've been waiting for. We're expecting a baby December 16th, 2006. Yeah, I'm scared to death but more excited now. I think that being scared is what messed the both of us up and took us back a few steps. We've been together for 2 years now, and are getting married, but not rushing that. I think we've got enough on our shoulders as it is now. I get to find out if the baby is a girl or boy soon! In 3 weeks actually!!! That in mind, does anybody have any good suggestions for a middle name? The first name would be either Caiylin or Amberlin, just can't think of a middle. Well, I shall get back to you with some more poetry. Hopefully it can be at least half as decent as I left off, if it was decent at all. Much love!

-Me

Hurricanes out the ying-yang! I could swear they are all just chasing after me .. sorry Florida. Last hurricane I lost power for 4 days .. what a bummer. Got a taste of the real life I suppose. Yep, tasted the real life for one day, went completely insane, packed up my stuff and lived with a friend for 3 days lolz. Now that we just got our power back, here comes Ivan. Sorry I haven't been around here much to see all of your wonderful submissions. My loss. Certainly missed them all of course.

R.I.P 9/11 victems.

Wooo!! Autumn went to her very first concert on Saturday! ^.^; Was the funnest thing in the world and I got to meet Shaun, Mikey and Bob! They're really freekin' awesome. Even though we paid $40 for a $15 ticket lolz. Mikey made me.. I almost got grounded for coming home late but it so would have been worth those 2 weeks. I go to see Killswitch, 36 Crazyfists and FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES!!! *sigh* Never will there be a better time. Kathy and I didn't sleep for over 48 hours and rocked out hard for 6 hours straight at the concert. Can't believe I even had the energy. Kathy and I met so damn many people over the last 2 weeks. I met over 20 new people some she knew already but together we met 12 new people. Awesomeness. Yah, so much has happened all of a sudden, sorry for not being on to check my messages, I have to catch up with all of you lovely people very soon! SO looking forward to it!

Agh! I am hardly ever online anymore! I haven't made a journal or any form of art for a pretty long while. Sorry to those of you who care.
My vacation sucked major booty. I almost killed my cousin because she's such a spoiled rotten *****. She complains about everything, I tired to be nice and help her out but she whined about that too! Then we almost got into a fist fight but she wasn't worth it. So she called her other relatives and decided to leave for the rest of her vacation, away from me. Then her mother [my aunt] blamed EVERYTHING on me and said that she'd kick my ass herself. So needless to say, I cried and was pissed off and had the most cruddy "vacation" ever.
On another note. Alexis and I are no longer talking. Blah blah blah, big drama. It was mostly my fault. But he threw gasoline onto the already vigorous fire. I won't get into that ..
Yesterday I was driving around with my friends Mike and KK down a long strip of road and Mike decides to drive 115 f***ing mph! And guess what, there was a cop behind us the WHOLE time. He got pulled over and got a $115 ticket. He surely got out of that one lucky considering Clay County officers are a-holes and he could have gotten a $500 ticket and hauled off to jail. hah.
Scary .. I'm going to my drug and alcohol class this saturday so I can FINALLY get my permit [I should have had my license for a half year now] ||ehm|| Yeah .. But I feel that I'm finally ready for it. Never thought I would be. I'm so scared of cars. But I'm good now.

!! GOOD DAY TO YOU !!

Wowie .. what a lovely week I'm having. I'm in Mississippi now, been here since Friday night and I already have 121 messages. Too bad I can't read any of them since this computer takes one million years just to load one page, not including pictures. Bleh >.< Um .. I hate church .. All the people here are very much into church and such. I'm around a bunch of Bush freaks!! ||goes mental|| I won't be home until the 6th of July, so happy independence day everyone !! Lets not blow any fingers off this year. .. I've been taking care of 13 children in daycare at my grandmother's church for that vacation bible school junk. I've been kicked in the face plenty of times and such. ||sigh|| I really should be doing some homework .. but being on the computer is much more fun and I don't get many chances over here. My grandfather's stupid gateway computer. Bleh. Darno, I'm not as much of a southern girl as I thought I was. lol. I'm much more a city girl. Everyone here has grown up so much, I remember them as ity bitty little things. Now they're like close to 10 years old and such. Oh well ||sigh||>.< But anywho, I'm off now. LOVELY FEW WEEKS TO YOU ALL !!

!! I LOVE YOU ALEXIS !! ^.^